HOORAY, 5.0.

move on.

this calls for a perfect celebration.
I FAILED.
what did i get from being 'naning' in Algebra15? ---
curse this crap.
aaggh! i've been serious on this subject yet i still got this remark?
what the heck happened? explain.
in 3 words, IM A FAILURE.
Capital F!

1st semester's totally over and another one is yet to come.
there's only one thing i can say about college, AMBOT.
i mean, i just to be in highschool again.
those memories came crashing on my mind.
anyways, being a freshman college is KAPOY.
we're being pressured sometimes but usually we're relaxed.
gaahd. it didnt met my expectations.
oh well, there's nothing else i could say.

PASSION. PASSION.
i need to find you.
i badly want to take up AB FILM AND AUDIO VISUAL COMM. ARTS.
meen, my passion bleongs to that course!
badly wanting it.

Oh Kamone! Move on Monchee. Move on.

A Day With Foods!

hello Aloguinsan.

a day with jubi and her family in Aloguinsan.
yikes! this creeps me out.
im gonna be homesick. haha.
Aloguinsan's only an hour away from minglanilla.
yeah, only an hour but the roads 'lubak-lubak'.
as what they say, struggle on the way.
but at least we had fun. super.
as in, when we got there, gisugat mig pagkaon.
oh well, hello lechon, salad and the like.
yes, we had those kinds of foods all day long.
what a saladful day! haha.
just when i got home, my ate bought a cake, ice cream and even brought me home a mcdonalds!
oohhh. im gaining fats for this day! teeehheeee :)
but i couldnt resist food. such a blessing.
so i say, BURRRRPP!ÖÖ

I Just Think Too Much.

i haven't checked this for a long time. grabe. i am not planning on blogging regularly again but i catch myself comtemplating more often nowadays and i think i should let my thoughts out before it gets the better of me.

A Problem.
Sometimes I want to point fingers and blame it on the elements that are bigger than us. I want to blame it on someone or something because I know that whatever happens, at the end of the day, it is us who will take the fall. Maybe it is a vicious cycle. Maybe we are destined to this path. I am not quite sure. What I know is that everytime we see one off, heading to that door we’re prohibited to enter, a piece of my soul wastes away. Everytime we face that dreadful moment, we hold each other, uncertain of the next time we’ll feel their warmth, and convince ourselves that someday everything’s going to be better. We close our eyes, trying desperately to hold back the tears deceiving ourselves that it’ll make things easier. Ironically, we hold on to practicality - the heartless bitch behind all of these. We give ourselves reasons even though we know that none of it is valid for us to be right there, on our way home, missing one or two of our own blood.
i am lost in my thoughts. i am bored with my life. i am exhausted. i want to finish college asap. i dont care what you think.

i am thirsty for knowledge. i want to read. i wish i had a time bank.

i still have to finish my story. i want lots of blood in it. haha.

i badly want a new camera. rraaaarr....

i am way beyond the insanity line. come fly with me.

we are only free when we've given up everything..or something like that.


I Think these thoughts would be enough.
Having a Brain Freeze would haunt my dreams.. yikes!

i love her shots, it captures art.

her shots were eye capturing.
she's also dressed in glam. :))
it reminds me of how i got snared by cinematography.
but clearly, she shots great!
an art. a love for photography.
agghh.
just so nice.
kinda like the mid 80's shots or simply saying,
the vintage one!.

calling on thy goodness gracious, AGAiN.

i barely need an SOS for my finals grade.
aggh, enrolment is fast approaching and iDK whut to do!
waaaa, i dont wanna see my finals grade.
it disappoints me a lot.
well whut can i say, i didnt do my best.
but why? why the heck do i have to suffer such consequences?
GASH. do i sound so dramatic?
LOL.

i pose for boredom. OhGad.

this boredom's totally killing my instincts,
harhar.
what to do when boredom attacks?
-pose.
-eat.
-sleep.
-pose again.
-and pose.
-and pose.

simple, go vain!
LOL.:))

i light candles for hope.

must never be EXILED!
"See Mom, i'm doing good right.
i've been a good girl na naman ngayon eehh."

waaaah!
i cant do anything but to scream!ÖÖ

take me to where the world does not exist.

take me out of this mess!
agggh!

ESCAPE. ENNUi. WiTHERED.

someone's stalking me, boredom.
aggghh!
why on earth boredom existed?
enlighten me.
LOLOL.
---
i only got one wish this sembreak,
RELAXATION!
pheww.
i do need to doze off.
yeah, doze off from harsh reality
or even drift away to the enormity of music.
blahblahh.

who can recommend an out of town?
*screammm!!!
i barely need it.

---
another thing,
not to sound maudlin but
i did miss my crew badly.
aggh!
why the heck is this happening to me.
haassshhh..

tsk, i can go crazy for this.
0.o
droooooooollllll!!

im on patron tequila.

blahblah.

just had this night out with my crew.
hell yeah, t'was fun.
due to this simple prob, i did drank and got drunk!
but for a little while only.
i did cope up with it naman.
so at gee's crib, i had this full blast drink!
ohlala! that was refreshing!
but wait!
there's another party calling on the road!
hahah.
hassshh..
next stop, naga.
yeah. a bit far from talamban but we did carry it out pa punta doon.
---
and then we got there.
happy fiesta to people from naga! rock en roll!
was happy to see their smiles
and also him.
forget the name.
but anyways, we had lotsa fun there.
he gave us a drink, but hell no.
i just recovered from a hang over.
lalalala..
behave muna ako ngayon.
hahaii.
umuwi na yung ibang kasamahan namin!
so its only up to jubi and i.
waaaa, survivor.
---
change topic.
haha.
alas! i've heard him sing.
wew. he got me on my knees.
i could be his apprentice, SOON.
i saw his friends having fun too.
well yeah, we also had fun.
BUT, there's totally a but.
due to hang over, we were kinda sleepy.
so we need to effin rest.
how sad, pero okay lang yun.
hinahanap na rin ako!
LOLOL.
---
at the house.
ouch! my dad just,
ahh nevermind.
i dont wanna talk such hurtful things!
pero okay lang.
at least, i had fun.
yeaaahh!

hell night of a weekend!
ÖÖ

i dont give up on people i love. instead, i fight like hell for them.

ammpp.
hope that person knows.
LOL.
well, 1st semester's over.
and i barely need to party hard for the last.
YEAHH!!

PARTY this saturday!

whoooo!
finally sounds like a party.
yeah, ears everyone!
there would be a college band contest held at park mall.
so what are we waiting for guys?
hirit na tayo doon!

i scream.

i scream for happiness!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
so done with all our finals test!
hell yeah, i never wanna quit screaming! as for now.
HAHAHA.
well, first semester is finally over. how sad naman.
we'll be parting ways with some of my barkadas.
im surely gonna miss them.
yayayayaddadadaddda.
must bond before time runs out! heeeee.

so let's talk about the finals week!
at first thought, it was horrible. it was creepy. it was outrageous.
it was challenging. but in the end. it was a gift to be treasured. it was fun. :D:D
yeah, we did enjoy it for the last.
gaaahhhd. i do sound so sentimental here. do i?
ganyan talaga ang buhay!
:)))


...

no reason to party.

wtf?
october 6, 2009
therefore i declare that tomorrow will be finals-testing day.
finals is so boohoo.
whut else?
a cut off grade of 1.8 is ours to aim!
gaaasssshhh.
hope i could reach that effin cut off.
i dont wanna embarass me self.
i wanna give back to my parents whut they deserve.
phheww!
i need to study and it's A MUST.
blahblahhhhhh fret fret fret.

>.<

another tropical storm.

gaaahhhdd.
tropical storm "ONDOY" was done having a show here in the philippines.
then there's this another tropical storm coming?
damn.
dont the clouds have pity on the filipinos?
0.o

curse that place.

just planned on jamming out with my friends.
well, we were so damn ready when the place wont let our friend go inside.
cause as what the signboard says "minors are not allowed".
blahblah..
we are so not minor.
wtf?!
we are so damn pissed off.
i never wanna go back there again! >:[

US girls.

hahah.
we'd had this boredom.
and voila!
what we did was to pose and pose.
yeah, let's just say we got vain from the camera.
LOLOL.
on this picture, rosie, juvi and monchee. :)))))