Reasons to be Happy. :)))

in no particular order... here are some reasons to be happy, not overly euphoric, just happy! huh? doink...doink..


♥ homemade dinners, their tantalizing aromas while being prepared that tickle the tastebud.

♥ scoop upon scoop of ice cream.

♥ a very cooperative computer or laptop especially when you’re making an assignment that is due the very next day.

♥ discovery of a kindred spirit.

♥ long conversations (nonsense or no-nonsense) with adored friendly friends (hello gang!)

♥ bright blue skies, stars and moon.

♥ a good book/good books.

♥ MOST AWAiTED CHRiSTMAS VACATiON. *weeeeeeee

I seek for Rosette, the flower of life.

Pre-midterms! Here you go again.
I barely dont have time to breathe. This sucks. I mean college is so tiring. Gahhd. I grown major eye bags! This calls for a major OMG. Haish! If only I knew that college was this effin tiring! I would have killed myself at the first place. I got to move on. Move on.
Lots of things to do for tomorrow! GAdddd.
- Engl2 compositon
- Engl2 reporting
- Lit1 oral
- Engl3 oral

I could have choked and ran out of words! Haaayyy.
English here. English everywhere! Arrrgggh.
This course is killing my instincts.


zZzzz Dozing off..

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun.

woottweee.
after a long days haggard work.
phew! just had this fun overnight at Kevin's crib.
yeah2, just the three of us.
namely, rosie, kevin and i.
haissh!
even though were only three.
still fun is totally there.
not absent. HAHA.
late night chikas with each other.
weee just so cant wait to hear those unspilled things and darkest secrets from mi amigas.
HAHA.
love thisss.

to all of my other friends na hindi pumunta,
kailangan kayong bumawi!
HAHA.

had a hard week. phew!

haish!
second semester's totally boohoo.
it could terminate minds. blahblah.
anyways,
had fun yet KAPOI studying.
especially waking up in the wee hours of the morning.
boohooo.
so
i just blogged right now due to technical errors.
HAHA.
or just having busy with college life, they say.
----

i need this 48 hours of sleep right now.
aggh.
been totally growing eye bags boohhoooo.
such a disappointment on my side.
whutt--eeevvrrr..

2nd semester starts.

we posed for the second semester.
haissh!
first week's boring yet lotsa chikas were present.
HAHA.
so love these fucked up friends. :))

I know, Im an Imp. Freedom is What I've Asked.

I know I'm an IMP Mom. But why did you ever gave birth to me in the first place? You kept saying all those words that could poison me. Yet you still gave me life. WTF were you thinking? Aggh!
So much for this family shits in life. Mom, i've been doing all those haggards and then there you are? STILL NOT SATISFIED of whut I've done? Aggh! Groddy!
If ever someone could bit me right now and put me into hell. >.<
Not to sound maudlin but i just dont want to feel that I've been pressured by everyone around me. Haissh!
SO the drama. Fuck this life.

Freedom is what I've asked for in My Life Now.
Fucking Set Me Free.

Hello Souls.

i know it's all the watcha call halloween ngayon pero sad to say, party's going on in a friend's crib eehh.
had fun. great party dude. i was having fun talking with Broke.
hay naku broke, the batang depressed.
hayssh! at least i got to have fun with people and not with souls!

HOORAY, 5.0.

move on.

this calls for a perfect celebration.
I FAILED.
what did i get from being 'naning' in Algebra15? ---
curse this crap.
aaggh! i've been serious on this subject yet i still got this remark?
what the heck happened? explain.
in 3 words, IM A FAILURE.
Capital F!

1st semester's totally over and another one is yet to come.
there's only one thing i can say about college, AMBOT.
i mean, i just to be in highschool again.
those memories came crashing on my mind.
anyways, being a freshman college is KAPOY.
we're being pressured sometimes but usually we're relaxed.
gaahd. it didnt met my expectations.
oh well, there's nothing else i could say.

PASSION. PASSION.
i need to find you.
i badly want to take up AB FILM AND AUDIO VISUAL COMM. ARTS.
meen, my passion bleongs to that course!
badly wanting it.

Oh Kamone! Move on Monchee. Move on.

A Day With Foods!

hello Aloguinsan.

a day with jubi and her family in Aloguinsan.
yikes! this creeps me out.
im gonna be homesick. haha.
Aloguinsan's only an hour away from minglanilla.
yeah, only an hour but the roads 'lubak-lubak'.
as what they say, struggle on the way.
but at least we had fun. super.
as in, when we got there, gisugat mig pagkaon.
oh well, hello lechon, salad and the like.
yes, we had those kinds of foods all day long.
what a saladful day! haha.
just when i got home, my ate bought a cake, ice cream and even brought me home a mcdonalds!
oohhh. im gaining fats for this day! teeehheeee :)
but i couldnt resist food. such a blessing.
so i say, BURRRRPP!ÖÖ

I Just Think Too Much.

i haven't checked this for a long time. grabe. i am not planning on blogging regularly again but i catch myself comtemplating more often nowadays and i think i should let my thoughts out before it gets the better of me.

A Problem.
Sometimes I want to point fingers and blame it on the elements that are bigger than us. I want to blame it on someone or something because I know that whatever happens, at the end of the day, it is us who will take the fall. Maybe it is a vicious cycle. Maybe we are destined to this path. I am not quite sure. What I know is that everytime we see one off, heading to that door we’re prohibited to enter, a piece of my soul wastes away. Everytime we face that dreadful moment, we hold each other, uncertain of the next time we’ll feel their warmth, and convince ourselves that someday everything’s going to be better. We close our eyes, trying desperately to hold back the tears deceiving ourselves that it’ll make things easier. Ironically, we hold on to practicality - the heartless bitch behind all of these. We give ourselves reasons even though we know that none of it is valid for us to be right there, on our way home, missing one or two of our own blood.
i am lost in my thoughts. i am bored with my life. i am exhausted. i want to finish college asap. i dont care what you think.

i am thirsty for knowledge. i want to read. i wish i had a time bank.

i still have to finish my story. i want lots of blood in it. haha.

i badly want a new camera. rraaaarr....

i am way beyond the insanity line. come fly with me.

we are only free when we've given up everything..or something like that.


I Think these thoughts would be enough.
Having a Brain Freeze would haunt my dreams.. yikes!

i love her shots, it captures art.

her shots were eye capturing.
she's also dressed in glam. :))
it reminds me of how i got snared by cinematography.
but clearly, she shots great!
an art. a love for photography.
agghh.
just so nice.
kinda like the mid 80's shots or simply saying,
the vintage one!.

calling on thy goodness gracious, AGAiN.

i barely need an SOS for my finals grade.
aggh, enrolment is fast approaching and iDK whut to do!
waaaa, i dont wanna see my finals grade.
it disappoints me a lot.
well whut can i say, i didnt do my best.
but why? why the heck do i have to suffer such consequences?
GASH. do i sound so dramatic?
LOL.

i pose for boredom. OhGad.

this boredom's totally killing my instincts,
harhar.
what to do when boredom attacks?
-pose.
-eat.
-sleep.
-pose again.
-and pose.
-and pose.

simple, go vain!
LOL.:))

i light candles for hope.

must never be EXILED!
"See Mom, i'm doing good right.
i've been a good girl na naman ngayon eehh."

waaaah!
i cant do anything but to scream!ÖÖ

take me to where the world does not exist.

take me out of this mess!
agggh!

ESCAPE. ENNUi. WiTHERED.

someone's stalking me, boredom.
aggghh!
why on earth boredom existed?
enlighten me.
LOLOL.
---
i only got one wish this sembreak,
RELAXATION!
pheww.
i do need to doze off.
yeah, doze off from harsh reality
or even drift away to the enormity of music.
blahblahh.

who can recommend an out of town?
*screammm!!!
i barely need it.

---
another thing,
not to sound maudlin but
i did miss my crew badly.
aggh!
why the heck is this happening to me.
haassshhh..

tsk, i can go crazy for this.
0.o
droooooooollllll!!

im on patron tequila.

blahblah.

just had this night out with my crew.
hell yeah, t'was fun.
due to this simple prob, i did drank and got drunk!
but for a little while only.
i did cope up with it naman.
so at gee's crib, i had this full blast drink!
ohlala! that was refreshing!
but wait!
there's another party calling on the road!
hahah.
hassshh..
next stop, naga.
yeah. a bit far from talamban but we did carry it out pa punta doon.
---
and then we got there.
happy fiesta to people from naga! rock en roll!
was happy to see their smiles
and also him.
forget the name.
but anyways, we had lotsa fun there.
he gave us a drink, but hell no.
i just recovered from a hang over.
lalalala..
behave muna ako ngayon.
hahaii.
umuwi na yung ibang kasamahan namin!
so its only up to jubi and i.
waaaa, survivor.
---
change topic.
haha.
alas! i've heard him sing.
wew. he got me on my knees.
i could be his apprentice, SOON.
i saw his friends having fun too.
well yeah, we also had fun.
BUT, there's totally a but.
due to hang over, we were kinda sleepy.
so we need to effin rest.
how sad, pero okay lang yun.
hinahanap na rin ako!
LOLOL.
---
at the house.
ouch! my dad just,
ahh nevermind.
i dont wanna talk such hurtful things!
pero okay lang.
at least, i had fun.
yeaaahh!

hell night of a weekend!
ÖÖ

i dont give up on people i love. instead, i fight like hell for them.

ammpp.
hope that person knows.
LOL.
well, 1st semester's over.
and i barely need to party hard for the last.
YEAHH!!

PARTY this saturday!

whoooo!
finally sounds like a party.
yeah, ears everyone!
there would be a college band contest held at park mall.
so what are we waiting for guys?
hirit na tayo doon!

i scream.

i scream for happiness!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
so done with all our finals test!
hell yeah, i never wanna quit screaming! as for now.
HAHAHA.
well, first semester is finally over. how sad naman.
we'll be parting ways with some of my barkadas.
im surely gonna miss them.
yayayayaddadadaddda.
must bond before time runs out! heeeee.

so let's talk about the finals week!
at first thought, it was horrible. it was creepy. it was outrageous.
it was challenging. but in the end. it was a gift to be treasured. it was fun. :D:D
yeah, we did enjoy it for the last.
gaaahhhd. i do sound so sentimental here. do i?
ganyan talaga ang buhay!
:)))


...

no reason to party.

wtf?
october 6, 2009
therefore i declare that tomorrow will be finals-testing day.
finals is so boohoo.
whut else?
a cut off grade of 1.8 is ours to aim!
gaaasssshhh.
hope i could reach that effin cut off.
i dont wanna embarass me self.
i wanna give back to my parents whut they deserve.
phheww!
i need to study and it's A MUST.
blahblahhhhhh fret fret fret.

>.<

another tropical storm.

gaaahhhdd.
tropical storm "ONDOY" was done having a show here in the philippines.
then there's this another tropical storm coming?
damn.
dont the clouds have pity on the filipinos?
0.o

curse that place.

just planned on jamming out with my friends.
well, we were so damn ready when the place wont let our friend go inside.
cause as what the signboard says "minors are not allowed".
blahblah..
we are so not minor.
wtf?!
we are so damn pissed off.
i never wanna go back there again! >:[

US girls.

hahah.
we'd had this boredom.
and voila!
what we did was to pose and pose.
yeah, let's just say we got vain from the camera.
LOLOL.
on this picture, rosie, juvi and monchee. :)))))

craving much for that EOS 50D.

i cant help but crave for this.
booohoo.
i need to change the old one.
its getting bad, or worst, dead.
LOLOL.

"MOM, an EOS wont hurt not like the macbook pro."
-- ohh please! say yess! :))))))

done with projects! hello to finals week! @_@

done with so many projects
gaaahhdd.
i still cant feel happiness!
waaaa.
maybe someday i can.
well,
finals week is coming
must bid goodbye to all destructions!
must concentrate in aiming up for higher grades!
1.0 wont hurt.
LOLOL.

SAVE LIVES!.

The Filipinos are suffering from a great tropical storm named, ONDOY.
it flooded a lot of houses in the streets of Manille.
People suffer. People starved. People find ways to live.
Showing in the screens of our television was just all about the catastrophic storm that hit Manille.
How poor those people are. I really pity them
Well thanks to the rescuers who helped a lot in rescuing trapped victims in the water.

i miss you, Alma Mater.

i did sound weird.
HAHA.
just visited the alma mater, like it was just yesterday.
yeah, i've seen SOME of me fucked-up friends.
i've been missing them already.
school's changed a lot.
well, people there did change also.
BUT, the effin intramurals did'nt change!
holy cow.
why on earth? thye've cancelled the bandshow.
boohooo. the FUN word is missing in that intramurals.

the old SCOUTS were also there.
the old DBC members were there.
and even my, OLD bestfriend was also present!
blahhh.. i did miss my UNGO very much.
LOLOL.

LiVe. PArTy. DiE. SmiLE.

blank days.
blank thoughts.


pre-final test in ALGEBRA15.
fvck.
it kills. it gives headache. it murders.
blahblah boo boo.

i so hate it.
damn, subject.

get lost, freak.

brrrfffttttt.
where could i find such thing as like that?
wtf.
that person just pissed me off.
i dont wanna see that person in my whole life ever again.
hope that person would rot in hell.
gaaassssshhh.
i never felt so angry like this before.
>:[

well, that person was just so dumb enough!
@#*!!


hope that person would find himself/herself into fringes!
ihateeeeyyyyoooouuuu..

i dont care. i just dont.

blahblah fret fret fret.
whatever they say.
i just dont care.
hope those people rot in hell.
curse them.
HAHAHA.


boohooo.
effin finals is coming.
a must need to study Algebra.
hope it wont kill me this time.
well anyways,
a week full of things to do!
waaa it gives me a hemorrhage.

. . . . .
then sembreak's coming!
wee would that make me happy?
ohh no
that just mean that there's no money!
gahhdddd.
crisis, poverty and what else?!


explain this to me.
FVCK.
>:(

nothing. just nothing.

weeew.
kailangan ko na talagang magkayod para sa mga proyektong ito.
phew! just practicing my filipino for our upcoming video shoot.
waaaa. i need filipino-english dictionary. HAHA.
hahaii.
dami ko pang tataposing problema.
goodness gracious, i'm calling you again.
sana maririnig mo na ako. :D:D:D

so that's it.
i just need to solve these problems and voila! maybe i could reach my dreams.
did i just sound like a feeler? LMAO.

mhmm.
and what else?
i am kinda like love drunk right now.
but that just sounds so weird for me.
HAHA.
i think this is just the after effect of being a stressed out student from usc-talamban campus. a hell of a campus, adventures flies out ev'rywhere! heeee.
well it would'nt be that FUN without my barkadas and ka-tropas. heee. thanks to them


dude, im kinda like lost na dito sa mga sinasabi ko.
nasaan na ba talaga ako?

well,
i just need eternal peace and rest.
LOL!

i quit.

i want to quit this effin life of mine.
waaaa.

damnation knocks on our doorstep.

when midterm grade slips were released.
gahhddd.
i dont want to suffer such thing.
i dont want to see a red mark on my slip.
phew!
FINALS is knocking,
a must study.
SHOULD work hard.
grrrrr.
problems arose.
blahblahblah.
this is an SOS.


status:
in the process of recovering.
boohoooo.

pre-finals is coming.

booohoooo.
i soo hate exams.
it gives me a hemorrhage. lalalala...
its time to count the days fer secon semester.
waaaa.

WHAT TO DO:

project
project
project
and more project.

MUST PASS on the DEALDINE! phewww.

tongue tied.

gahddd.
he asked?
and what should i answer?
hahah
blahblahblah.
boredom.

blahblahblah.

just met Ms. Fedwilyn Villarba, a professional spokesperson graduated from UPCebu.
well, she's awesome meeeenn!
she was the speaker in our watcha call that SEMINAR just this afternoon. :D:D:D
*she speaks well in front.
phew!
i think i would be one of her apprentices.
HAHA.
i salute her.
she had the guts and that unique confidence.
YEAH.

one down! many to goo.

phew! we're so done! with our major magazine project!
phewww.
one burden done.
many to accomplish!
waaaa.
next would be,
the video clip production in Filipino1!
waaa.
oohh, bigfoot help me.
haha, calling all of my bigfootMates.
i need yer help
haha.

where did that yellow money went?!

where did that effin money go?
just a blink of an eye, it was gone just like that?!
ohh.
how could that be!
MUST find it.
waaa.
curses.

enamored.

yesterday was love.
we talked like there's no tomorrow.
yet, he's this guy whom i could never get bored with.
teeheee.
gaaassshh.

another day to spend my smile with him, when would it be?
:)))))

in a sudden rush to beat enormous deadlines.

deadlines.
deadlines.
more deadlines.
ohh GOD?
why have you forsaken me?
LOL.
i do need an SOS this time.

goodness gracious fall on thy self
and on thy divine creature.
T.t

finals is coming.
MUST and SHOULD work hard.
gahdd. i need to pass this.

phew!


work. work.
and more work to do.

loads of stuff.

major magazine project in English.
a video clip production in Filipino.
a play presentation in Filipino, again.
a news reporting in English, again.
a get-the-child's report card in ReEd.
phewww.
i need to restore an energy.
gaaahhdd. i hate it when FINALS is near.
waa. it makes me choke.
LOL.
result: come what may. i need an SOS! X_x

paranoid.

gaddd.
i couldnt sleep.
imma getting crazy.
HAHA.

SEPTEMBER 5 was LOVE. <33

ohh yesss! i've met him njudd.
waaaa. i couldnt recover mysef fer this.
even though we were struggling to get there, but the struggles are still worth it.
I saw him with my two naked eyes. LOL.
sparkles. heeeee.
tongue tied to speak! waaaa.
sparkles and more sparkles.
i was captured.
i was enamored.
it was love.
unrequited love affairs.
weeee.
****.

blahblah.

hello CWTS day.
hello Ms. Jumao-as.
em late. HAHA.
urgggh.
another day with THE MAG.
hope this goes right.
waaaaa.
BLESS ME.
:D:D:D:D:D:D

LMAO fer my Algebra15's midterm grade.

blahblahblah.
well anyways,
hit me on twitter.
HAHA.
urgggghhhh.
on the process of recovering.
boohoo. X_x

para sayo, Math

Dear Math,

Why the heck you have forsaken me?
Gaahhd. You made me suffer.
Waaa.
Im gonna kill you.
HAHA

why on earth?!

soooo busy.
gahhhdd.
heeeellllpppp!
productions, major projects, i-dont-know problems!
waaaaahh. :((

wheeeeww.

good grace fall on me today.
rawwwwrr.
X_x

problems arose.

gaaahhd.
whut am i gonna do witt this?
huhuh.
MUST find a way to solve it.
waaaah.
tis is an SOS.
a mess.
a damnation.
a bad grace.
waaaah.

oh YES.
we are sisters.
HAHA.
and we do love each other.
:DDDD
altercate one of us and you're gonna see yourself
into fringes.
raaawwr!

photographers on the loose in Ayala.
weeee.
i just love to see them taking shots from a different perspective.
gaaaaahd.
i love them.
i love meself! HAHAHA.

intrams done! waaaa

this calls fer studying week!
ohnoo.
major english project! gaahhhd.
HELP

Today is just another ordinary day.

a day with Ms. Golda.
a day with PE.
a day with boredom.
and a day under the heat of the sun.

boring this day is!
phewww.
could someone introduce to me the word, FUN and PARTY?
hahaha.

intramurals '09

yey! this calls for a NO CLASS WEEK! weeeeeh.
gaahd. first day was so fun. fun. fun.
usc had the urbandub concert for a cause. but hell no, i didnt catch them!
they jamemd 11pm. waaaaah.
but still, fun and mashpit was never absent. LOL.
2nd day calls for boredom. ball games.
BUT cutie boys were present. ohhh. smells like cafa, nursing, engineering and whatever it is.
HAHAHA.
mhmhhmm. thursday august 27, another day with MS. GOLDA and PE practice.
huhuh. i dont wanna dance no more.
MUST rest. haha.

now i'm on blogger! weeeh

yeahh. new web address. another cyberhome.
yikes! feels like i do have tons of it.
sana magugustuhan ko dito sa bagong cyberhome ko. teeeheee :D